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Total Comfort Trenches

by Parker Paul

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1.
centipede 01:43
down from the trees, a siamese centipede, destined to be half guardian, half spectral fiend who takes every opportunity to plot, and seize control then make a sound retreat far beyond the leaves where no one else can see. at least they make it look cool.
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Still pick up sounds from the abyss I crawled back into Toughen up or drown, nose-deep in the wilted vibes you’ll exude Trickling down, suffocate the wick and stop being blue Figure things out; flicker in his eyes, he aims to be true But it’s harder than that; it sticks to your ribs start traveling light for now and stick to your wits Are you calling my name? or calling your dibs? That probably was rude, but that's how it usually is so get used to it if I could eat people, like you, i’d eat all people like you.
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scentworm 02:50
You did a bad thing Waste of your time to regret There’s nothing stopping you Trip over nothing, think for yourself till’ the end I guess it’s nothing new you look so eccentric, but it’s all you’ve got to say so self centered; thought it might have gone away by age 29 but you’re still living in a daze; set me ablaze dressed to deceive those pressed to believe I’ll admit, that’s so clever of you vomit diseased prose; chasing your goals, what’s it worth? Is anything beneath you? you look so eccentric, but you look like someone else not sure how you justify it to yourself; numb all the time prolonging all the pain you felt; is this what you sell?
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Too much to take so stop remembering Too much at stake so be a friend to me Too much to say so talk in melodies Too much too late Why the fuck it gotta be that way Yeah Too much to take so stop remembering Too much at stake so be a friend to me Too much to say so talk in melodies Too much too late Why the fuck it gotta be that way Yeah
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Discretion is everlasting here Infernal reprieve draws near I’ll open my brain as I used to Imagine I would at this stage Want to inflate my name I know you feel the same Just want to do as they do Don’t want to play that game But They’ll make me anyway Guess I’ll just have to make due I suck at guessing my own value & keeping myself calm in bad moods Sort through garbage, keep my head clear In faith that it will keep me useful Longing to leave this state Everyone feels the same And they all made mistakes too Pick teams for silly games Team captains skip your name Sometimes it feels okay to lose
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out of the hole I dug myself enough with the separation spells seemingly off and somewhere else increasingly sick and vengeful yell and say stop, plan, seize why don't you write something everybody can read? a prototype brawl, then leave I know you like making everybody retreat, we're so alike out of the hole I dug myself missed not, the old familiar smells the same as before, just no dirt shell and everyone fakes being find and well, they say stop, plan, seize why don't you write something everybody can read? a prototype brawl, then leave I know you like making everybody retreat, we're so alike "Let's get some gauze for your knuckle and rinse my clothes" Is just not a thing that you say with a broken nose
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Patience chewed up & spit on pavement, just as the sticks taught me; bad deed contemplate but never fix, concentrate on not being a zombie cause that’s not me pushing you out of memory hesitant source of energy graceless in spite of everything pushing you out of memory red cars race through the streets, pushing people into the walls pay to redeem myself as black tar secretes from sores my conscience now everyone’s nauseas gripping my seat for turbulence regular source of evidence steer me away from innocence gripping my seat for turbulence bark until you’re calm, then slip into your own mess whistle till you’re home then fit into a small dress whisper on the phone saying shit like you’re above this every stitch I own splits with every groan bury me
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supersalt 03:12
It’s always a tossup between “get this off my chest” or “keep it inside and leave for the night” Classic and dolled up, gives me time to self-reflect, infected with spite, “don’t think I will, but I just might” the secret’s safe, under-cover as a casual notion decapitated mise en scène to make you leave upset coincidental kamikaze, toss me into the ocean exaggerate the truth in your head, don’t make me leave upset It’s always a tossup between “use your common sense” or “empty your mind & wait for the light” wrapping the gauze up, between stints of self induced wasting of time it makes me feel alright the secret’s safe, under-cover as a casual notion decapitated mise en scène to make you leave upset coincidental kamikaze, toss me into the ocean exaggerate the truth in your head, don’t make me leave upset autumn leaves, lung disease, and a buildup of stuff underneath don’t expect to hear me backing you up I fell asleep on the street again, the people above noticed me now I suspect that they’ll be passing me up the secret’s safe, under-cover as a casual notion decapitated mise en scène to make you leave upset coincidental kamikaze, toss me into the ocean exaggerate the truth in your head, don’t make me leave upset
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Watch me closely, comfy cozy I lay. Roll me, bore me, control me then absorb me; seventeenth place at the end of the race, and you see the color start to melt away from your face. With existential crisis’ so common & your faith in people truly tested for taste, I guess i’m making that deal but i’m taking a loss. You lend me your ears just to make up the cost. Unshakeable fears and unbreakable odds; that’s what it amounts to. Forward progress delayed by ineligible speech. If they slip underneath, it means you felt the size they want you to be. Watch me closely, botch me, choke me, I like it. Troll me, whore me; it’s not like they can’t afford me. Even you could be great! (at a reasonable rate); watching all you hold dear contort itself till it breaks, every reason to love yourself becomes a reason to hate, till' you stop recognizing your face. I guess i’m making that deal but i’m taking a loss. You lend me your ears just to make up the cost. Unshakeable fears and unbreakable odds; that’s what it amounts to. Forward progress delayed by ineligible speech. If they slip underneath, it means you felt the size they want you to be.
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dozing 01:41
eye sores, eye sores, yeah jot down every little last breathing part of you fizzling out, yeah delightedly under-think things figure it out, yeah the second that you blink it’s all over but the constructive criticism find a good place in the middle then we’ll doze off on the double yeah, we’ll doze off on the double
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honey demon 01:55
eyes sunk-in, lizard lurkin’ ten-thousand blogs on how to be a person secret sources; fake immortal “you don’t need resources if you’re resourceful” yea? bet you heard that at a workshop too (go you!) Where do I cash in all my dues? no clue, no clue, no clue. Everyone is competition no companions just plums for the pickin’ ever-cunning & underhanded “If you don’t like it then why not re-brand it” yea? more rotting honey than a meadery (hurt me) can’t see it coming, why not cut them clean? fuck you
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ink trophy 03:09
Suction cup your pain & tell me “I know things that can break your brain” Suction cup your pain in hopes i’ll do right by you; in hopes i’ll make up my mind for you Suction cup my pain, pretending I know things just to pick your brain Suction cup my pain; I guess it’s time to do right by you I’d like to stay if it’s fine by you Somewhere between isolation and dignified solitude I'm standing next to an ashtray trying my best not to bother you Suction cup my pain, take this on my own to not go insane Suction cup my pain, making up all of my sins to you I’ll only stay if you’d like me to Somewhere between perseverance and dwindling followthrough I'm standing there with a steak knife trying my best not to follow you Inhuman voice, doesn’t sound like other boys oh yeah I didn’t know you were poison yet I cared so much for the world back then
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destroy 04:35
Late night lurks through childish states we revert to daily. Half-time hurts, do I take the time to alert you maybe? hear them talk & mistake them for something beyond this ordinary place they’ll storm off and they’ll leave you naively believing things can be erased I’ll spill my guts the second time this week and you’ll clean my cuts until they’re hard to see when I can’t seem to remember my name anymore resolve & restore Late night virtue, plot revenge on who hurt you baby I’m concerned, do I play the part or desert you to save me? cut it out, tell me what’s this about, should I give you a little bit of space? I said stop, don’t you leave me naively believing that you can’t be replaced You’ll spill your guts the second time this week and I’ll clean your cuts if you just stay with me I can’t seem to remember my name anymore resolve & restore the thrills no longer sedate me; I’m left with no choice dissolve & destroy dissolve & destroy dissolve & destroy

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Written & Produced by Parker Estopinal between fall 2019 and Summer 2020.



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released March 5, 2021

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My name is Parker and I write acoustic pop tunes

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